“I’ll never forgive myself” – Frustration over ‘ruining everything’ about Everton career and it is NOT Ross Barkley or Richarlison

Andy van der Meyde Opens Up About Regret Over Everton Career

Former Everton midfielder Andy van der Meyde has expressed deep regret over his tumultuous stint with the Toffees, admitting he “ruined everything” due to personal struggles and destructive habits.

A Promising Start

Van der Meyde joined Everton in 2005 from Inter Milan for €9 million, boasting an impressive résumé from his time at Ajax. However, his potential was never fully realized at Goodison Park.

Career Derailed

The Dutchman’s four-year spell at Everton was marred by off-field issues, including infidelity, alcoholism, and cocaine addiction. These problems severely impacted his performance, resulting in just four assists and 24 appearances.

Reflecting on Past Mistakes

In a candid interview with Prime, Van der Meyde acknowledged his mistakes and took full responsibility for his downfall. “I ruined everything. My football career was almost over when I went to England… I had a double life. I cheated on my ex-wife, she didn’t deserve all this.”

Struggles with Addiction

Van der Meyde’s addiction to cocaine and alcohol consumed him during his time at Everton. “We drank a lot, and the satisfaction was never enough. When alcohol wasn’t enough for me anymore, I started with drugs, cocaine. I wasn’t myself anymore.”

Turning Point

A wake-up call came after two nights of excessive cocaine use, prompting Van der Meyde to seek help. “I called my agent, and I told him I had to get out of Liverpool, otherwise I’ll end up killing myself.”

Redemption and Reflection

Now working in media, Van der Meyde has found a platform to share his cautionary tale. “If I had had my wife with me when I was a footballer, I would have been one of the best wingers ever.”

Legacy and Lessons Learned

Van der Meyde’s story serves as a reminder of the dangers of addiction and the importance of seeking help. His honesty and self-awareness offer a glimmer of hope for those struggling with similar issues.

Related Topics:

  • Andy van der Meyde: The Rise and Fall of a Talented Dutch Midfielder
  • The Dark Side of Football: Addiction and Personal Struggles
  • Redemption and Recovery: Van der Meyde’s Journey

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